Find You in my Memory

 You are the sweetest memory that comes up to me

The moment I think about you, I become restless

Restless to see even just a little glimpse of your pleasant face

Your smile, your eyes, or your voice.

Though I know I shouldn’t be doing this anymore

I vowed to let go, but it is not always as easy as it is

I could fall into you over and over again

And I just let my tears fall most of the time

When I think of you, or after I see you

You could be that want that I could not have and will never have

I couldn’t understand why it is not happening

Yet at the back of my mind, I knew that if it is for us then it would be

I used not to accept it before, yet when all things fell into place it became easier for me

I restraint myself quickly

I might have become resolved to the idea that you are happier and better in it now

I slowly get you off of my head

Though my heart feels like it would explode at any time when you get into my mind.

You are and will always be the sweetest one to whom I have opened my heart and mind.

You are the greatest love I have in my heart next to Christ.

That, will always and forever remain.